Thanks for sharing these thoughts. I guess I'm also healing.

I've tended to admire people with a lot of interests or that seemed to do well in many aspects ("they are so smart! they are so hardworking! so creative!"). However, I've been failing to recognize in myself this that I admire from others. I used to dismiss everything I did as unimportant or "you know, it was just easy". Now I'm trying to get better (and I think I'm indeed getting better). Definitely, getting used to writing frequently is being helpful :)